WolfensBlood

 Please don't go.     Please don't ever leave.     I'm begging you to stay here.     You're everything I've ever wanted     And everything I'll ever need.     Without you I have nothing.     Without you I am nothing.     You give me strength to keep on fighting, to keep my head held high.     It's not doubtable; without you I would simply die.     When I'm with you, I have no fear.     I feel so safe when you are near.  

"Oh real great Am! Just fucking like you! Luna help me if I ever get back there!" The vid-phone screen went black and the call ended.     I slumped back in my chair with the phone in my lap. I felt the tears coming and this time I knew I could not hold it in. Head in my hands, I let it all out, sobbing like some child and breathing shallow, rapid breaths. "Why was I so weak? Luna I'm so stupid!" was pretty much the only line of though in my mind at that moment. He Loves..or..Loved, as it would probably soon be, me. He'd been gone nine days and I just let the loneliness get to me. What the hell is wrong with me!? I should be able to hold o

Do you think I am crying over you? Do you think I am still loving you? Wipe that stupid smile from your face. I am not in Love with you anymore. Do not think that just because I am upset, it is because of you. Assuming does terrible things, did you not know that? You know, I never thought I would say this. Now I am laughing at myself for not saying it oh so much sooner. I do not Love you anymore. Wow, the feels good. I do not Love you anymore. You broke my heart and thought nothing of it. Broke it metaphorically of course. Because if my heart was really broken, I would be dead, right? I was so sick of your games. So sick of you